Tuesday, March 10, 2009

1. My biggest regret in life is losing my virginity to a virgin. I sometimes think I sort of pressured him into it, other times I think it was the other way around. Either way, neither of us knew what we were doing and it took us a few tries before we ACTUALLY had sex. It was a little painful, but I didn't bleed, which made me think I was a slut and unpure. The sex itself was pretty blah.

2. I've had sex with 6 or 8 guys. Most of which I DEEPLY regret.

3. I had sex with one woman, I don't regret it, but it wasn't really that satisfying.

4. I have been masturbating since I was about maybe 12 years old. Though I think from age 6 till 11 I used to cross my legs really tight while hanging on something and I remember really liking the feeling.

5. I watched my first porno with my friend when I was 6 years old. We had stayed up really late and we were flipping channels when we saw it. We thought it was hilarious and I highly doubt it affected the rest of my life in any way.

6. While I don't identify myself as a lesbian or bisexual, lesbian porn is the only porn that gets me off when I masturbate.

7. I think out of all the guys I've fooled around with or slept with only about 2 or 3 have gone down on me. And that really pisses me off as I love getting eaten out.

8. I'm very excited for the next time I have sex because I have lost a lot of weight since my last sexual experience.

9. None of the guys I have slept with have ever been adventurous or rough enough for me. I want to try crazy things like getting tied up/tying my partner up or at least spankings

10. I secretly really want to be a slut and dress slutty. But I want to be more comfortable with my body before I do it.

11. I love older men. I mean A LOT older than I am, usually by 20 or 30 years. Something about their sophistication and intelligence really makes me hot. I would LOVE to have sex with a man who was in his 40s or 50s.

12. A running theme for my partners (with one or two exceptions) is the bigger the asshole they were, the better they were in bed, my best fuck happened to be the biggest asshole.

13. I tried anal sex twice with the same partner. It hurt a LOT (no lube, no preparation). The first time I tried it I told him to pull out before he even got halfway in. I tried it again and after a while it didn't feel half bad. But I got so grossed out when I saw the condom after he was done.

14. I currently have a crush on a man my older sister used to have a crush on. I don't want to date him, but I have a semi-elaborate plan on how I'm going to screw his brains out when/if I see him. I'm really ashamed with myself because a very small reason I want to sleep with him is so I can feel prettier than my older sister.

15. I burn a guy with cigarettes while he gets off for money. I am very attracted to him and probably wouldn't say no if he asked me to have sex with him, even if he's old enough to be my dad.

16. My biggest fantasies are fucking a guy in the ass with a strap-on and having a three way with two bisexual men.

17. I'm not sure what happened, but I have become a very mean ice queen to men nowadays. If I don't find a man attractive I will not tolerate them hitting on me. There was a scenario where a guy was seriously trying to pressure me into sex, and had I not been forceful enough, I'm sure he would have raped me. While it didn't really traumatize me I feel like it made me a bit stronger as a woman. Since then, however, I have been less interested in guys.

18. I've never "made love" because I've never been in love with any of my boyfriends. I don't even really believe in it anymore.

19. I try to avoid patterns in my sex life. I refuse to have sex with Asians, boys who are younger than me, or guys who are teetering on the gay side (even though I'd love to fuck a gay guy who is out of the closet).

20. I could never, EVER have sex with a fat guy. I think I would get sick.

21. I hate being short because all of my lovers tend to be much taller than me. Making sex VERY limited and stiff.

22. I've only had sex with a man who was my religion once. I have kissed 2 men of my religion. One of whom has a girlfriend.

23. I've had sex in a car more than I have had sex in a bed.

24. I am freakishly attracted to muscle. I love seeing big beefy men in real life. There was one time this really muscly Hispanic guy hit on me, and I acted like I was grossed out but I was totally turned on.

25. I wish I was a gay man because I really think men are more romantic with other men than women.